Thinking back on the ongoing impact of the beloved program and the differences between its endearing stories and behind-the-scenes realities has been prompted by the show’s 50th anniversary. Off camera, scandals including unexpected relationships and substance misuse problems among cast and crew members loomed despite the ideal depiction of pioneer life.

The renowned curls of Michael Landon were really dyed, and his Jewish background stood in stark contrast to his Christian portrayal on film. Though several relationships were tarnished by off-screen conflicts like the feud between Melissa Gilbert and Melissa Sue Anderson, the show handled provocative topics ahead of its day. But in between practical jokes and mistakes, long-lasting friendships—like Gilbert’s with Allison Arngrim—showed through. The show’s influence is still indisputable, despite controversy and contradictions; the cast’s fortunes may vary but they will always be remembered in television history.